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Dear unforgotten past,
I've written a thousand letters Telling you things that I could never say... The anger, hurt, and sorrow That will never go away.
Never sent them though I thought you wouldn't care Just how much damage you did; The constant pain I couldn't share...
Sometimes I look at my wrists Just to see your face Retrace the scars with my fingertips, And relive the pain time can't earase...
The scars I have are from both of us I hurt on the inside and out. Im still not sure what hurts the most But at least I'm n

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Another FaceA smile on my face A thousand questions in my heart What does she mean to you? And when did all of this start?
What did you need That I couldn't give to you? I do so much already What more should I do?
Every move I make Is to try to make you happy, With every breath I take I wonder if you'll see...
Every person in my life Has hurt me in some way, I really don't want for you to be Just another face...
I want you to be   The rest of my life. Another Face
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I'm 20 years old... My name is Rachel.
I'm currently working on getting my AA so that I can later become a high school English teacher.
My dream is to one day publish a small book of my poetry, not too many pages, just a collection of my best work. I've endured so much in my life that I think any girl who picked up a copy of my book, would find SOMETHING that they felt was pulled straight from their own head. and that's what good poetry is... being able to convey thoughts and feelings so well that the reader believes them to be his/her own.

I live with the love of my life Ken... his Deviant-art name is

and he writes Zombie stuff. He's working on a book... you guys should ALL GO CHECK IT OUT!!!

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Current Residence: Spring Hill, Fl. U.S.A.
Favourite movie: "girl, interupted"
Favourite band or musician: LP, elton john, pink floyd, the doors, pantera, icp, trapt, apartment 26, luther vandros
Favourite genre of music: heavy metal, and 80's rock
Favourite artist: Dali
Skin of choice: MINE
Favourite gaming platform: nintendo 64!
Favourite cartoon character: Daria
Personal Quote: what goes around comes around
Tools of the Trade: imagination, and past experiences

Website: http://myspace.com/scorp59
Email: jadedcarebare@yahoo.com

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~Shingy May 1, 2009, 11:20:38 PM

thank ya for the fav.

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*starlightspell Apr 30, 2009, 11:21:34 AM

Thanks for the

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=Hope28 Apr 27, 2009, 5:03:11 PM

Thank you for the favs dear! <3

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*see-through-silence Apr 27, 2009, 12:35:20 PM

thanks for the fav

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